Walking Alone by myself

A path I’ve laid for myself

At times I walk the unknown 

My worst enemy 

Is the thought that holds me still

Waiting for my time come

Time that’s taken back

Forever could be gone

I wish I could explain 

What is going wrong 

With me

But I’ll keep hidden

Once again

The truth only comes out at night

The truth only comes out at night

I can’t choose between wrong and 

Right

Right

Right

The truth only comes out at night 

Talking alone to myself

Deep in thought I lose myself 

To my fear of the unknown

Fear of the unknown 

My worst enemy 

Is the thought that holds me still

Waiting for my time come

Time that’s taken back

Forever could be gone

I wish I could explain 

What is going wrong 

With me

But I’ll keep hidden

Once again

The truth only comes out at night

The truth only comes out at night

I can’t choose between wrong and 

Right

Right

Right

The truth only comes out at night 

I’ll keep searching for the girl

Keep living in my world

Play my songs to those who want hear

I’ll keep loving with all my heart

Know that my pain is all a part 

Of what makes me 

Who I am

And it’s the thought that holds me still

Waiting for my time come

Time that’s taken back

Forever could be gone

I wish I could explain 

What is going wrong 

With me

But I’ll keep hidden

Once again

The truth only comes out at night

The truth only comes out at night

I can’t choose between wrong and 

Right

Right

Right

The truth only comes out at night 

All I know is

All I see 

All I see 

Is all Ill be 

All you were

All you are

All the words 

Fall apart

You’ll wish me well

And I hope the same 

We drifted apart

Our lives have changed 

That’s the way it ought to be

All I want

All I need

All I need

Is a memory 

Of

All we were 

All we are

All the words

Fall apart

It’s hard to get by

Aiming sky high

Your feet off the ground 

And you wonder why

We’re not as we’ve been

We’re drifting once again

We’re shedding our skin

My dear friend

All I know is

All I see 

All I see 

Is all Ill be 

All you were

All you are

All the words 

Fall apart

You’ll wish me well

And I hope the same 

We drifted apart

Our lives have changed 

But I wish you here 

All I want

All I need

All I need

Is a memory 

Of

All we were 

All we are

All the words

Fall apart

It’s hard to get by

Aiming sky high

Your feet off the ground 

And you wonder why

We’re not as we’ve been

We’re drifting once again

We’re shedding our skin

My dear friend

I miss your face ‘cause it’s been a while

It’s hard to place the last time I 

I think I saw you 

I was drunk and invisible

The long embrace of a season of change

My mind has shifted 

It’s hard to rearrange, all these thoughts

That I have placed in my head

And every day is a fight with my sins

It’s hard to kick the shit 

When your insides are screaming 

You want to feel pain 

You want to feel joy, but it’s hard

You want me to enjoy myself 

Well I will

And you want me to redeem myself 

Well I will

Last December, I said goodbye

To the person I was 

I shed my eyes to a brand-new way

But it’s hard to find the path

Well there’s so much change in so little time

Can’t move the big picture 

I got it in my eyes

I can’t stop till I’ve sung my song for you

And every day is a fight with my sins

It’s hard to kick the shit 

When your insides are screaming 

You want to feel pain 

You want to feel joy, but it’s hard

You want me to enjoy myself 

Well I will

And you want me to redeem myself 

Well I will

And you want me to tell you why

It shouldn’t be hard, but I can’t lie

The pain is where you grow 

The seed has been sown

The thoughts you project are not your own

You want me to enjoy myself 

Well I will

And you want me to redeem myself 

Well I will

You want me to enjoy myself 

Well I will

And you want me to redeem myself 

Well I will

If I 

Could turn back time

Why would I

Why would I 

If you 

Loved me too

Like, I love you

Like, I love you

And all that’s missing. 

Is loves sacred kiss

Your arms around me 

The time we’ve wasted.

Can’t be forgot 

With each passing moment 

Our hearts are as one 

So, please 

Look at me 

Take a breath

Go To Sleep

For I

Know What to do

I love you

I love you

And all that’s missing. 

Is loves sacred kiss

Your arms around me 

In ignorant bliss

The time we’ve wasted.

Can’t be forgot 

With each passing moment 

Our hearts are as one 

Do you 

Love me too

Like, I love you 

Tell me true

Do you 

Love me too

Like, I love you 

Like, I love you

And all that’s missing. 

Is loves sacred kiss

Your arms around me 

The time we’ve wasted.

Can’t be forgot 

With each passing moment 

Our hearts are as one 

Summer fades far away

And I lose myself

You should say

If you wanted me

Needed me

Maybe I would stay

Far away I will run

‘Till I find myself

Gonna miss you when I’m gone 

And I sang

And I sang

The problem is me once again

I don’t know how many times

I’ve had to begin

‘Till I fall into my own lies

And you came to get me to stay

But I couldn’t tell you why

All this pain and I think

I’m thinking our love’s a lie

It depends what you want from me

I want nothing more

Than to say

That you wanted me

Needed me

But you hide away

Far away I will run

Till I find myself

Gonna miss you when I’m gone 

And I sang

And I sang

The problem is me once again

I don’t know how many times

I’ve had to begin

Till I fall into my own lies

And you came to get me to stay

But I couldn’t tell you why

All this pain and I think

I’m thinking our love’s a lie

The problem is me once again

I don’t know how many times

I’ve had to begin

Till I fall into my own lies

And you came to get me to stay

But I couldn’t tell you why

All this pain and I think

I’m thinking our love’s a lie

I’m thinking our love’s a lie

Our love’s a lie…

Well the lonely shade of winter 

Took hold over me

Another year of silence

Coming close to defeat

The pain of being alone

A long empty time 

The heart has decayed and

So has my mind 

I’ve got nothing but love

To hand out to the world 

Times been moving faster 

Looking for the girl

But god has his ways 

He gave me this song

To say 

I’ve been looking for someone like you

There’s nothing more I want it’s true

And I’m tired of being alone

Turn this house to a home with you 

Now I’m wishing that I could find

The girl that took my heart that night

She’s a million miles away

But I’ll search every star in the sky 

I’ll tell jokes that shouldn’t make her laugh

She’ll make faces when I tell her that

Every moment that we spend 

I would never take back

I’ve got nothing but love 

To hand out to the world 

Times been moving faster 

Looking for the girl

But god has his ways 

He gave me this song

To say 

I’ve been looking for someone like you

There’s nothing more I want it’s true

And I’m tired of being alone

Turn this house to a home with you 

You keep me on my toes 

You fill my heart and soul

And I want you to know 

That I’ll be there when your down 

And we lift each other up

Wish on all the stars for luck 

Together we make our love 

For the best things come in time 

I’ve got nothing but love 

To hand out to the world 

Times been moving faster 

Looking for the girl

But god has his ways 

He gave me this song

To say 

I’ve been looking for someone like you

There’s nothing more I want it’s true

And I’m tired of being alone

Turn this house to a home with you 

I haven’t seen you around for quite some time

Your face has weathered some storms

But I can see in your smile in your eyes 

A familiar look

Like a friend whose lost in time 

A memory that’s been washed

By the sands of time in our mind

And all I can do is say that I've tried

Took every step without ever looking behind 

You can’t ever go back

You can only move ahead

So keep walking 

For the Journey never ends 

It was a plot of fate

For us to meet here in this place

So old but new

And with an act of faith

We can find our way 

To stay with each other 

Even from afar 

For in my heart you're a-part

And all I can do is say that I've tried

To take every step 

Without ever looking behind 

You can’t ever go back

You can only move ahead

So keep walking 

For the journey never ends 

And I know that I’ll miss you

But I’ll never say goodbye 

For now it’s see you later 

With a tear in my eye

No one knows what the 

Future holds

But as long as I’m singing our song 

The memory stays whole

And all I can do is say that I tried

To take every step 

Without ever looking behind 

You can’t ever go back

You can only move ahead

So keep walking 

For the journey never ends 

Keep walking 

For the journey never ends 

So keep walking 

For the journey never ends 

Wasted 

All my life

Waiting for someone or something 

Hoping 

For the day

When I’d wake up and your next to me

That days not here

Neither are you

Nothing I’d rather do than

Wasting

All my life

Waiting for something or someone

I hoped 

For the day

When I’d wake up and I’m next to you

What can I do

I know it’s not true 

I know it’s not true

All I hear

All I see

All I’ll be

Is me 

Waiting 

Watching you

Hoping for our eyes to meet

Someday 

I will find

What has been waiting for me

And that’s you

What can I do 

Too good to be true 

What can I do

Waited 

Watching me

Hoping for our eyes to meet

Someday 

You will find

What has been waiting for you 

And that’s me 

What can you do

Too good to be true

What could we do

All I hear 

All I see

All I’ll be

Is me 

What’s in your head?

She said to me

I don’t know 

I’m scared and afraid

Shadows from my past 

Fill my days and my mind 

An empty winter left me all alone 

The man I was 

Is not who I’ll be 

The things I want 

I can no longer see

I hope and pray this is all a dream

But the pains to real

And I’m wishing that you’d call

Or tell me your okay

I guess it doesn’t matter 

It’s been months anyway

I guess I’ve forgotten 

That this is the point 

To suffer without you 

Was my only choice

It isn’t my fault 

My pain is my curse

The only way out is through the hurt

My troubles are just the start you see

I’m so afraid of dying so pointlessly

I’m hoping and praying on a guiding light

That there’ll be a day when I’m all alright

The voices in my head will leave me and have good night 

But it’s a dream that I dream of dreaming of being alive 

Are you going to be okay alone?

Do you want me to stay with you?

All I want is your hand in mine

Fighting the demons 

That come out at night 

I know we are scared 

But it will be alright 

Our faith in each other 

Will ignite a light

A hope in our hearts 

A feeling of being alive

And I’m wishing that you’d call

And tell me your okay

I guess it doesn’t matter 

It’s been months anyway

I guess I’ve forgotten 

That this is the point 

To suffer without you 

Was my only choice

It isn’t my fault 

My pain is my curse

The only way out is through the hurt

My troubles are just the start you see

I’m so afraid of dying so pointlessly

I’m hoping and praying on a guiding light

That there’ll be a day when I’m all alright

The voices in my head will leave me and have good night 

But it’s a dream that I dream of dreaming of being alive 

And you see this dream is faraway 

A tale we might tell the kids one day

About how we made it and kept the love alive

I’m wishing that you’d come

And meet me halfway

The stars are aligned today is the day

There’s no way I’m leaving

There’s no way I’m leaving tonight

And I’m wishing that you’d call

Or tell me your okay

I guess it doesn’t matter 

It’s been months anyway

I guess I’ve forgotten 

That this is the point 

To suffer without you 

Was my only choice

It isn’t my fault 

My pain is my curse

The only way out is through the hurt

My troubles are just the start you see

I’m so afraid of dying so pointlessly

I’m hoping and praying on a guiding light

That there’ll be a day when I’m all alright

The voices in my head will leave me and have good night 

But it’s a dream that I dream of dreaming of being alive 

You told me 

You don’t want me anymore

What should I do

I’m a wreck because of you

It’s not your fault 

I get lost inside myself 

Unending thoughts of somewhere else

It never goes away

It’s a heartache

From the life I’ve lived

The booze I quit

Time wasted on stupid shit

I’m bored now

Of the day that hasn’t come

What happened to the fun we used to have

It’s all okay

But what if it’s not

Another empty day 

Another empty day

Whose the problem

What is our chore

We only wanted more 

We only wanted more

Than what we had 

But

We’re alive now 

We’re alive now

We’re alive now

We’re alive now 

And were wasting what’s left of our youth

And were wasting what’s left of our youth

And were wasting what’s left of our youth

On you

On you 

We said that

All our problems would go away

We’d forget about mistakes we made 

But they always stay the same

And right now

All the time we spent was not

Another empty moment that was written for the plot 

We promised 

To love our lives in full

The pain and suffering 

What was it all for

That’s the issue 

Another broken dream

Another empty song about you and me

It’s all okay

But what if it’s not

Another empty day 

Another empty day

Whose the problem

What is our chore

We only wanted more 

We only wanted more

Than what we had 

But

We’re alive now 

We’re alive now

We’re alive now

We’re alive now 

And were wasting what’s left of our youth

And were wasting what’s left of our youth

And were wasting what’s left of our youth

On you

On you 

Empty shards of broken glass

Shatter all around me

Twisted visions of my youth

Who am I in this story 

What am I scared to prove

There’s nothing left to do

But wait for your call

There’s nothing left to do

But sit and wonder 

It’s our pain 

It’s our truth 

It’s our never ending story

It’s our sorrow

It’s our youth 

It’s one sweet moment of glory 

Why can’t things just stay the same

When your reaching for tomorrow 

What’s the difference 

Wasted vision in my prime

With no direction

I get scared to face my truth

When the darkness swallows all that surrounds me

I guess my pain is my proof

That there’s nothing left to do

But wait for your call

There’s nothing left to do

But sit and wonder 

It’s our pain 

It’s our truth 

It’s our never ending story

It’s our sorry 

It’s our youth 

It’s one sweet moment of glory 

Why can’t things just stay the same

When your reaching for tomorrow 

What’s the difference 

There’s nothing left to do

But wait for your call

There’s nothing left to do

But sit and wonder 

It’s our pain 

It’s our truth 

It’s our never ending story

It’s our sorry 

It’s our youth 

It’s one sweet moment of glory 

Why can’t things just stay the same

When your reaching for tomorrow 

What’s the difference

What will you say

What will you say

Take it away

Take it away

What will I do

Where will I go

Who will I meet

When will I know

What’s there to say

It all stays the same 

Nothing but lies, regrets, and mistakes

I wish I could choose

Who I think I should be

There’s nothing to prove

I’ll only be me

I’ve got nothing to do

But be myself

Be true to my heart and nothing else

I don’t feel whole 

Like a part of me’s gone 

Hoping for a change that will move me along 

Can you believe

It’s all in my head

A feeling of being better off dead 

I’ll fight on

Sing my song

Life is worth keeping on

Time don’t move right

Lay awake at night

A feeling of shame when I look in your eyes

Nothing but truth

That comes from you

A feeling of pain that only proves

Nothing had to be said

It’s all in my head

The pain it brings left me for dead

I’ll keep on

Praying for a song

That moves me to stay where I belong 

I’ve got nothing to do

But be myself

Be true to my heart and nothing else

I don’t feel whole 

Like a part of me’s gone 

Hoping for a change that will move me along 

Can you believe

It’s all in my head

A feeling of being better off dead 

I’ll fight on

Sing my song

Life is worth keeping on

End my life

Cut like a knife

Ran into traffic to keep me alive

How’d it ever 

Get so far

Oncoming headlights straight dead on

Pain was the proof

Pay for my sins

Time thats been wasted 

Got nothing to give 

I love life

I won’t stop

Until I write just one more song

I’ve got nothing to do

But be myself

Be true to my heart and nothing else

I don’t feel whole 

Like a part of me’s gone 

Hoping for a change that will move me along 

Can you believe

It’s all in my head

A feeling of being better off dead 

I’ll fight on

Sing my song

Life is worth keeping on

You take away from me

I’ve got nothing left to give

My time is cut short 

I’ve lost my way

The hope for a love 

That still hasn’t come 

An angry child screams

On the inside

I wish I was strong

I am hoping on a song

It carries me along

It takes me where I’m from

I keep pushing on

Hoping for the day when love will come

Sing my songs

Another heartbreak keep moving on

I’ll hold my ground

Remember who I am and why I’m proud

To bear my name 

I’m the only one who can make it change

I thought that I was done

With who could I become

Not hoping on a wish

Or a star come true 

That there would be a change

Of what I have made

You would seem to notice

But you don’t

I wish I was strong

I am hoping on a song

It carries me along

It takes me where I’m from]

I keep pushing on

Hoping for the day when love will come

Sing my songs

Another heartbreak keep moving on

I’ll hold my ground

Remember who I am and why I’m proud

To bear my name 

I’m the only one who can make it change

What will I do 

When there’s nowhere to go

Hoped on a dream that went away

Wishing for the past

But the gift is today

The futures waiting for me tomorrow

I wish I was strong

I am hoping on a song

It carries me along

It takes me where I’m from

I keep pushing on

Hoping for the day when love will come

Sing my songs

Another heartbreak keep moving on

I’ll hold my ground

Remember who I am and why I’m proud

To bear my name 

I’m the only one who can make it change

Goodbye again

I wish you weren’t leaving 

I’ll play pretend

As I’m standing at the doorway 

Watching you go

Goodbye again

I hope I’ll see you tomorrow 

But tomorrow's far away 

It’s hard to leave today 

When I try to close my eyes at night

All the things I wish I’d done

The things I wish I said

To see you smile once again

To see your face bright red

Your laughter will fill the air 

You fill the room with joy

You're all my heart needs

Goodbye again

It’s so hard to let you go

I don’t know when

But I really hope to see you

I miss you so

Goodbye again

It’s the last time I feel it 

It’s too hard to play pretend 

As I’m standing at the doorway 

Watching you get into your car

All the things I wish I’d done

The things I wish I said

To see you smile once again

To see your face bright red

Your laughter will fill the air 

You fill the room with joy

Your all my heart needs

Your gone now

And I miss you

And there's nothing left to do but 

Goodbye again

I wish you weren’t leaving 

I’ll play pretend

As I’m standing at the doorway 

Watching you go

Goodbye

I won’t forget you

That is for sure

Hard to remember 

A time before 

A long lonely winter

Set our heart cold

Tumbling and falling

Don’t know where to go

A wish 

That needs to come true

We could stop trying

But It’s not the same

Hoping and wishing

We will find our way 

Not that it matters

We’ve tortured ourselves

Tell me a story

The one from before

A glass cup shatters

All over the floor 

You try to hide it

In the backyard 

How did they find out

How did they know

What you had done

When they came home 

Lock you inside

You torture yourself

It’s faraway now

And we’re right here 

I sit next to you

It’s crystal clear

A memory thats shattered 

Hidden away

Lost in time

It brings back pain

From a time before 

I was true to myself

We could stop trying

But It’s not the same

Hoping and wishing

We will find our way 

Not that it matters

We torture ourselves

I hit a kid 

In my school

He is a bully 

I am a fool

It doesn’t matter

He has a black eye

Take me in 

Lock the doors

Whispering voices

Through the walls & floors

Why am I screaming

I torture myself

It’s been so long now

Where do we stand

Still thinking about

The time we spend

Building ourselves

In our minds

Glass cups shatter

All the time

A dream 

That I dreamed with you

A single shot of whiskey 

Before you go

A memory that’s been broken

A heart as cold as snow 

My past has been scattered 

By all I’ve come to know 

Every day is getting better

What can I say, I must be on my way

I fell in love with you, but there’s a price to pay 

You have no idea that I even feel this way 

In ten years, will you remember my name 

Gypsy girl from Arizona 

What you doing to my heart 

Gypsy girl from Arizona 

Don’t you know I fall apart

You look at me 

I break down

Restless nights 

Where am I now

Photographs and Memories

I burned them all why can’t you see 

I need to let you go 

For me 

What can I do I must get over you

Where can I go to find my place

You have no idea I feel this way 

In ten years will you remember my name 

Gypsy girl from Arizona 

What you doing to my heart 

Gypsy girl from Arizona 

Don’t you know I fall apart

You look at me 

I break down

Restless nights 

Where am I now

Photographs and Memories

I burned them all why can’t you see 

I need to let you go 

For me

Gypsy girl from Arizona 

What you doing to my heart 

Gypsy girl from Arizona 

Don’t you know I fall apart

You look at me 

I break down

Restless nights 

Where am I now

Photographs and Memories

I burned them all why can’t you see 

I need to let you go 

For me 

Another shot of whiskey before you

I need a message from god

I need a wish to come true

I’ve given up I’ve surrendered 

I’ve done all I can do

Even if it’s just a day

Even if it’s just a moment

I want to feel the sun 

Embrace it’s arms around me

I want to know what to do

As I’m sitting alone

Waiting for the time to pass

I feel restrained 

It’s been too long at last

I am gonna scream out

I’m gonna face towards the sky 

And I’ll say

Why do I bother

Why do I try

All that I’ve lived for

Cast it aside

It’s hard to be alone

It’s hard to breathe in time

I just need an answer

We’re Woven In The Fabric Of The Earth

We’re Woven In The Fabric Of The Earth

Every step that I’ve taken

Every Day that I waste 

It’s over now every mistake that’s been given

God show me my place

Serenity guide me forward

Take it one day at a time

The gift of god in every breath I take

How can I be so blind

When I’m sitting alone

Waiting for the time to pass

I feel restrained 

It’s been too long at last

I am gonna scream out

I’m gonna face towards the sky 

And I’ll say

Why do I bother

Why do I try

All that I’ve lived for

Cast it aside

It’s hard to be alone

It’s hard to breathe in time

I just need an answer

We’re Woven In The Fabric Of The Earth

We’re Woven In The Fabric Of The Earth

It’s not as it was

What’s left of me

What is the cause

That takes me away

Why do I choose

This pain I hold inside

Let it all go

I can’t speak anymore

My tongue is tied

I know your keeping score

You chained my heart 

Left me to die 

Fallen on broken words

Tired of shattered songs

Hoping for a glimpse of change

But it’s all gone wrong

Thinking that I’ll be saved

But I really need to save myself

Can’t live inside a dream 

Can’t live inside myself 

I know what’s wrong

I need no excuse

You look at me in pain

I’ve clawed at our heart 

Broken in two

Things can’t be the same

We’re worn paper thin

Do you feel the shame of yesterday

Do you bear the weight of your sin

I can’t speak anymore

My tongue is tied

I know your keeping score

You chained my heart 

Left me to die 

Fallen on broken words

Tired of shattered songs

Hoping for a glimpse of change

But it’s all gone wrong

Thinking that I’ll be saved

But I really need to save myself

Can’t live inside a dream 

Can’t live inside myself 

I’m tired of being awake

Tomorrow stays the same

I’m tired of being awake

Tomorrow stays the same

I’m tired of being awake

Tomorrow stays the same

Fallen on broken words

Tired of shattered songs

Hoping for a glimpse of change

But it’s all gone wrong

Thinking that I’ll be saved

But I really need to save myself

Won’t live inside a dream 

So I’ll live inside myself

I’ve thought about you everyday

I never wanted to hurt you

I couldn’t stand that we weren’t together 

That way that I wish we were 

I know I’ve made so many mistakes

I found it hard so I pushed you away

I couldn’t tell you face to face

The way I feel inside 

Your smile could make me move any mountain

I would cross every single sea

I’d fly through the sky even though I’m scared

Just to see you 

I wish there was a world

Where you were my girl

I know it’s not true 

But what can I do 

There’s a look in your eyes 

That tells me it’s ok

You wish I was back 

You don’t know why I left

The pain in your eyes 

There’s nothing left

Not a hope or a wish on star that might come true

I miss you

I left my home because I couldn’t pretend

That I was ok with just being a friend

It took my heart away from my chest

Leaving me empty inside 

I went out west to getaway

This secret inside keeps stabbing at my pain

I want to call and say hey but I know what it’ll do

But your smile could make me move any mountain

I would cross every single sea

I’d fly through the sky even though I’m scared

Just to see you 

I wish there was a world

Where you were my girl

I know it’s not true 

But what can I do

There’s a look in your eyes 

That tells me it’s ok

You wish I was back 

You don’t know why I left

The pain in your eyes 

There’s nothing left

Not a hope or a wish on star that might come true

I miss you in the morning when I wake up

My last thought of the night is you

I left you in the cold 

When you needed me most 

Something I wish I didn’t do

Jess I’m sorry 

But don’t forgive me

I’m nothing but bad news to you

It’s a terrible lie

It’s a terrible lie

But your smile could make me move any mountain

I would cross every single sea

I’d fly through the sky even though I’m scared

Just to see you

I wish there was a world

Where you were my girl

I know it’s not true 

You don’t love me too

There’s a look in your eyes 

That tells me it’s ok

You wish I was back 

You don’t know why I left

The pain in your eyes 

There’s nothing left

Not a hope or a wish on star that might come true

I miss you